2006-04-09

well, i thought that it would be less difficult, but it is not. it resembles to a period two years ago, when I was in love madly, girlishly, and he didn't let me go. but he didn't played the game as it should have been played either. and I was suffering. and couldn't do anything else than thinking on him and on our relation.

i hoped that for now I'd got used to these things and they could not pull me down.
apparently, they can.

okay, 26 days are not the whole world from the creaton to the day of last judgement.
but, for me, it seems so.

22.
(or less)
(we will see)
(he will see)

VattaC írta 4/09/2006 08:56:00 de.